Hyperhidrosis is a condition where you
sweat a lot more than what would be considered normal. It is a
condition that effects a small percentage of the population in
varying degrees and on different parts of the body. Some of the most
common places people have it is on the palms of the hands, soles of
the feet, and the underarms. It can also effect pretty much any area
of the body such as the scalp, face and torso. To someone who does
not have this condition, it may not seem like a big deal, but to
those who have it, it can be incredibly difficult to deal with and
can have a huge negative effect on the quality of life.
I can remember becoming aware that I
had sweaty hands around age 12 or 13. I remember sitting in class with my hands on the table and there would be sweat marks left on the surface from the sweat. In music class, I remember being stressed out
about playing the piano because my hands would sweat
on the keys. When school dances came around, those were the worst as you might imagine not wanting to hold anyone's hand because of course they were sweaty and it would be very uncomfortable.
In high school it became more
noticeable. My hands would sweat a lot in class which was very
uncomfortable. I began to sweat more from other areas such as arm
pits and feet. I managed to make it through high school and went on to college.
It seemed to get worse in college. I can remember sitting in class
trying to continuously dry my hands on my pants so as not to get the
papers wet on the desk.
One day it got so bad I actually had a
panic attack and had to excuse myself in the middle of class. It was
so uncomfortable and embarrassing. I did not even return to class
until the class was over that day. This condition of course had a
huge negative effect on my education and was one of the biggest
reasons I decided to drop out of college.
I started to try out different
treatment options to see if I could find a solution to the problem.
I tried prescription antiperspirant, oral medication,
and even purchased an iontophoresis machine which helps limit sweat
by sending an electrical current to your hands while placed in water.
Some of the treatments helped a bit, but nothing was an absolute
cure. There are a few other treatment options such as botox and
invasive surgery which I do not plan on doing because of the costs and
side effects of these treatments which can often turn out to be worse
than the original condition.
After college, I started working in
food delivery which was pretty good for this condition because I
spent a lot of time on the go and by myself so the sweat was not very
noticeable. A couple years later I got a job at a school as a teacher assistant. This job was much more difficult to deal with
because you are stuck in a classroom all day and you have to work
closely with other teachers and students. It was incredibly
stressful to do this while I was sweating a lot and trying to hide it
and ignore the physical discomfort.
I had a couple other panic attacks
while in class working with students. To describe it, my heart would
start beating so hard and fast and I would start sweating even more
and I could not focus on anything except how uncomfortable and
stressed out I felt. Both times I had to excuse myself and go to the
bathroom to calm down. I also remember having a panic attack like
this at one of the meetings where I was sweating a lot and felt like
I was stuck there and could not get out.
After struggling with the school job
for about 7 years I managed to start finding jobs working from home.
This was better because at least if I was sweating at home it would
not be a big deal because there would be no one to notice it.
My social life has been influenced the
most because of hyperhidrosis. Any kind of social interaction is
stressful for me because of this condition. Whenever you are with
people or meeting new people it is expected that you shake hands.
This is one of the things people with palmar hyperhidrosis dread the
most. Even things like going to a restaurant or a movie are very
uncomfortable if you are sweating a lot. Because of this I tend to
avoid social interactions as much as possible. As a result, the
amount of friends and relationships I have had has been very limited.
Physically it makes things more
difficult. For example if you are trying to hold something or open
something it can be very difficult if your hands are sweating. Many
of my shirts get ruined by stains from continuously drying my hands
on them over time. I have to clean things like the computer keyboard
and mouse daily because with sweaty hands, it leaves a residue on
these things just from normal use.
Clothing choices are completely
determined by this condition. I always wear an undershirt to absorb
sweat. I almost always wear pattern materials on the outside because
they hide sweat a lot better than solid colors. I often wear extra
layers to help absorb sweat even though it makes it more hot.
Footwear has to be breathable and comfortable.
It can be hard to describe how it
really feels to have this condition. To get an idea of what it is like to have hyperhidrosis, try the following:
Go to a sink and lightly cover the palms of your hands with water. Shake them off so they are not dripping anymore, but still wet. Now imagine going though your entire day like this not being able to ever get them dry. Even if you dry them with a towel or on your clothes, 30 seconds later they will be wet again. Then think about trying to shake people's hands or try to do some kind of work while your hands are wet like this. This will give you an idea of how it feels to have hyperhidrosis. And that is just on the hands. Most people have it in multiple areas and even in more noticeable areas like the face which can be very embarrassing in social situations.
Go to a sink and lightly cover the palms of your hands with water. Shake them off so they are not dripping anymore, but still wet. Now imagine going though your entire day like this not being able to ever get them dry. Even if you dry them with a towel or on your clothes, 30 seconds later they will be wet again. Then think about trying to shake people's hands or try to do some kind of work while your hands are wet like this. This will give you an idea of how it feels to have hyperhidrosis. And that is just on the hands. Most people have it in multiple areas and even in more noticeable areas like the face which can be very embarrassing in social situations.
As you can see hyperhidrosis has had a
huge effect on my life as well as others who have this same
condition. To this day I have not told many people about this but
instead have tried to hide it all this time due to embarrassment. I
hope this article raises a little awareness about hyperhidrosis. As
of right now there is still not a good solution to this problem.
Hopefully one day there will be a solid cure for this condition which
has been so devastating to the lives of those who have to live with
it.
Update 4-24-20:
It's been 6 years since I originally wrote this so I thought I would give a little update on how things are going. I am no longer doing the work from home type jobs since I have transitioned into the app based gig jobs such as grocery and food delivery. I find these kind of jobs work pretty well for someone with hyperhidrosis since you are on your own most of the time and don't have to interact with other people too much.
My sweating tends to go in waves for example I will be sweating a lot for a few weeks, then for a few weeks not so much. I think it depends on a lot of things for example the amount of stress happening at that time, the temperature, what kind of events or activities I may have to attend etc.
For treatment, I am still using the iontophoresis machine. I tend to use it daily or every other day if I am sweating. If I am feeling dry, I may go weeks without using it.
Overall it still affects my life a lot, but I have learned to deal with it pretty well.
Update 4-24-20:
It's been 6 years since I originally wrote this so I thought I would give a little update on how things are going. I am no longer doing the work from home type jobs since I have transitioned into the app based gig jobs such as grocery and food delivery. I find these kind of jobs work pretty well for someone with hyperhidrosis since you are on your own most of the time and don't have to interact with other people too much.
My sweating tends to go in waves for example I will be sweating a lot for a few weeks, then for a few weeks not so much. I think it depends on a lot of things for example the amount of stress happening at that time, the temperature, what kind of events or activities I may have to attend etc.
For treatment, I am still using the iontophoresis machine. I tend to use it daily or every other day if I am sweating. If I am feeling dry, I may go weeks without using it.
Overall it still affects my life a lot, but I have learned to deal with it pretty well.
